Single

Jon left me yesterday. WE had been arguing a bit but I was so sick from chemo that I asked him to wait until I felt better. He refused and left my stuff at the door with Melanie. A year and a half...talks of buying a home for both of us to live in and children. Gone. 

Now I plan to go for the double mastectomy...no sense in holding onto one breast for breast feeding when I am starting over. I rather eliminate as much rusk as possible.